Sou uma exp

I am carefree like an artist, but I lack the creativity.
I search for knowledge, but I forget things easily.
I watch my surroundings with interest, but I act like an airhead.
I have a friendly attitude, but I don't interact much with people.
I have a cool personality, but I get nervous rather quickly.
I am very conservative and basic, but I get bored fast.
I plan my duties carefully, but I don't carry them as expected.
I have a good sense of balance, but I can't decide anything.

I am a pool of contradictions, but my friends still like me.